I am about to go out to a concert. I am so unsettled and pacing. I can't control it and I want to be ok. Who knew tramatic loss can make a panic disorder. Who knew? I sure as hell didn't. Why don't they teach this in school in the life skills part. That grief can blindside you and make you become this way. They really should. That way no one has to feel like they are cracking up. I promise myself I will have fun. I promise I will settle. I promise. Now to tell my body the same thing. I am safe. This is fun. I don't have to be scared. No one is going to hurt or harm me in any way. Life is to live not hide.
Anyways. I love you Markus
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