My cousin who is in her early 30's had a stroke today. I don't know how bad it is yet. Her Dad(my uncle) died January 16, 2009. 6 weeks before Markus died. The last picture of all three of us kids together was at his funeral. I hope she is ok. She is a pretty sick person. Lupus. Heart problems. The works. Too young for all this crap. She has got to be ok. I don't know how much grief can a person endure. Also my Friend Angel is putting down her Dog down tomorrow. I love her dog. Mouse is so sweet. She has been a loyal companion.

I called the grief counseling place today. I have a appointment on July 13.

Anyways, I love you Markus